Halfway dancing and everyone was thirsty, the coupons were sold out and i guess everyone was frustrated by this. In order to buy a drink, you need to purchase these coupons. I hope the next time they organize this party, please make more coupons or else just accept cash!

I also signed up as a member with GNC and bought a huge tub of weight gainer. As currently they are having a promotion, buy one and get another for free. So now is the best time for you to buy if you’re interested in these stuffs. I really did lots of shopping in just a few days. I bought my Nike Air Max, few pairs of socks, GNC weight gainers, exercise equipments and Topman tees. And to top it all off, i just finished cleaning up my room! Yes this time it’s a thorough clean. Now it looks really nice and spacious.

I hope to see my dear tomorrow. Yeah we plan to go out but we always end up not knowing where to go. Singapore why are you so small? Anyone, she made me addicted to this song by Beyonce - Single Ladies. Really nice song and the video, one word. Awesome! Dance move that kills. For those who have not watched it, you have got to see it. Okay, to end my post, i’m gonna post some random images below!

Today at work was very exhausting. Not physically but mentally as i was being lectured over and over. Not complaining because it was also partly my fault but just exhausted. Bought socks at BSX Toa Payoh. The socks are really nice and cheap. 5 for $15. Really worth it. Took a bus home after that but feeling kinda sick. Maybe just a bit weak and exhausted maybe. Tomorrow’s New Years Eve and really got no actual plans yet. High chance that Ein and me would just chill out and watch fireworks somewhere. Really feel like getting my Nike Air Max tomorrow. I really cannot tahan liao haha!

Hope i’ll get to see her this week. Would love to go shopping with her. But it’s all up to her if she wants to or not. Still haven’t fully completed my shopping spree yet. Haven’t been updating too often lately coz been busy with stuffs. I’ll update this again maybe after New Year. Happy New Year to everyone and hope that it will be a better year with a brand new start for everyone!

I also don’t like end of the year coz of the stock take. Every end of the year, company’s around the globe will surely have stock take. And believe me, stock take will never be perfect. Always troublesome, every year. But weather you like it or not, everyone’s gotta do it anyway. I also received a phone call from MINDEF. When the operator said MINDEF, my heart stopped for a second. Luckily, it was only a phone activation. I’ll guess i’ll be expecting my reservist around June 2009. I went home a bit later today to solve some stock issues.

Also, i wonder where i should go for this year’s countdown.  I already have Siloso in mind but i’m not sure if anyone would wanna accompany me. If not, maybe i’d just tag along anyone who’s gonna celebrate it anywhere.

Please feel free and give me some suggestions please! You can leave me a comment or just shout i don’t care as long as you give me a suggestion.

My cheque is in! I can’t wait for next week! Time for me to shop! To everyone who’s reading this, please remind me if i forget to buy the following items.

• NIKE Air Max (Red/White)
• Few Pair Of Socks
• Tight Sexy Boxers
• Leather Brown Belt
• Topman Shirts
• Ripcurl Wallet

Well i guess that’s about it for now. Those in the list, i must buy. For those not in the list, will be the things maybe i’d buy haha! I’m also looking for anyone who are willing to accompany me. Applicants must be very patient as you may have to wait a while when i choose my stuffs. Timing depends on the choices i have to choose from. You must also have a good sense of opinion. But it doesn’t really matter because i will end up buying what i like weather you like it or not. Those interested may apply through snail mail.

Gigitty Gigitty Yey!

Really got no plans for Xmas eve or even on Xmas day itself. Maybe just bum around at home or maybe just sleep everyday? Well a friend of mine won’t be in Singapore for a few days so it’s really gonna get a little bit lonely. I’m not gonna start about her, else i just canot stop. Just hope she have a safe trip and come back safely. Carebear’s gonna miss you! Just for your info, i’m not carebear..So cheesy..Anyways, glad Ein’s back now. At least my holidays won’t be that bad.

I guess i’ll just update again tomorow. Really blank today. Not sure why but yeah..

Damn it weekends are so dead without Ein around. No one can make me laugh like he does. But he’ll be back soon. And Kak Hani, don’t worry your cats are safe. But your princess snowy ah, really playful seh. Keep on jumping on people’s leg haha! Anyways, i haven’t bought Xmas gift for my office exchange gift yet. I really have got to buy it soon, today or tomorrow. Gosh i really don’t like buying gifts coz i really don’t know what to buy.

I also cannot stop looping the song Creep by Radiohead. Every single word from the lyrics basically explains how i’m feeling right now. Maybe what all my other guy friends told me was right. I shouldn’t be so emotionally attached. But guys, i really don’t enjoy sleeping around with random girls. Just not me. Okay, for now i’ll try to put myself back together and should have just sticked to being just a friend. That is the only way to stop me from rushing things. I hope you understand, which i know you will cause you’ll always understand me best.

I’m still amazed that Fid can actually remember my home when he only came here once. To her, i’m sorry that i came into your life and cause things to be complicated. All i ever wanted was to care for you but i didn’t know that it could actually be a bad move. And what i said last night, every word, i remember and i meant it. It’s all your choice from now on. We all have choices, weather its a good or bad choice, it’s all up to us to decide and live with it. But sometimes, you can only make one choice, only once. You cannot have everything. Not everyday is a Sunday my dear. Just think about it.

Okay this is like the worst hangover i ever had. Gosh my face is red and my head is still spinning. Remind me never to go drink with those boys again haha. Oh yah by the way, im on my Mac trying to drain the battery out but it just won’t seem to die. It’s really funny how you want things to be, but it would never be. For example, if you wanna get a cab, there won’t be any. If you don’t want them, they would be honking and all over the place. Same theory applies for love. The one that you like, you don’t get them. So just hang in there, and wait for the cab to find you

P.S: Say no to Baron tall can + Absolut Vodka + Johnny Walker!

It was a really nice sleep. My whole body felt rejuvinated when i woke up this morning. Thanks to Fatiqah for waking me up again this morning. Work has been busy for me these days since i now have to take over the inventory for a while. Been catching up as much as i can so yeah. Life is going as usual. Just living the days as it passes by without anything to look forward to yet. It’s really difficult for me to settle down since my greatest downfall. I’m lost and confused inside but on the outside im always the laughing clown that everyone loves. By being physically happy, i believe that a person can eventually be emotionally happy.

Oh by the way, our office is gonna have a Christmas party. We’re supposed to have an exchange gift just like we had last year. Once we draw the names, i’m gonna start looking for a gift for that particular he/her. Last year it was Jamie and Tiffany asked me to pick her this year haha! Well it’s all up these hands! Let’s see who these hands pick this year!

What made me attracted to her was, she looks so sexy and i know she is different from the others. I just kept my feelings for her and moved on. But one day, a friend of mine told me that she was available and that’s when i realize that i should stop hiding my true feelings for her. I wanted to meet her but she’s can’t make it so we set up a date where we can finally meet. I hugged her when i saw her and i felt like i never wanna let go. When we first got home, i wanted to bring her straight to my room but mom saw her and so i had to give mom some introduction. Mom and sis like her. I started bragging bout her for a while before i took her to my room. I closed my bedroom doors, turns her on and started using her. Oh boy it feels so good! It’s really true that she’s really different from the rest.

What made me fall for her even more was when she gave me this book, and on it was written, “I and her, we were made for each other”. Aww..how sweet is that guys? Since we first met, she’s always been there for me. Anywhere i want to go, she will be there for me whenever i wanted her to go. When i don’t bring her out, she doesn’t nag. But when i come home, the first thing i wanna see is her. And just by looking at her, just makes my day. So far, she hasn’t fail me once. Well even if she fails on me, i know that somehow, i’ll get things to work out between us. I know that you will never leave me. I love you, my macbook..

First thing when i got home, i stripped it naked. The box i mean. It’s so sexy i tell you. Really nice and kind of interesting to use. I’ve used Mac before during my PhotoShop classes so somehow i got a rough idea on how to use it. The first thing i want to install on this MacBook is Windows Live Messenger.

Apparently, applications for Mac aren’t easily available as compared to Windows. It took me quite sometime to finally get the application. One thing i learnt about Mac is, most of the files are not .exe files but .dmg files. I’m also afraid that my White MacBook would get dirty or stained as its purely all white.

When i’m free i think i’ll get some accessories for my baby Mac. Anyway, how would i know if it’s fully charged? And if anyone knows of any tip on how to take care of my MacBook, please share with me!By the way, as i stay just beside the coffeeshop, i heard a lady shouting at her boyfriend. She was like totally nuts. Everyone in the neighborhood could hear her loud voice. From what i overheard, it was about the guy talking to another girl, and when she saw it she got so jealous and pissed off. She kept on shouting repeatedly to the guy asking if he likes that girl so much and that he should just be with her. Okay lady, so what if he likes that girl? You shouldn’t be shouting so loud embarrassing yourself over a guy who doesn’t even like you. Just not worth it to love someone who doesn’t even care about you. Goodnyte everyone and since im in a god mood today,I wish all my readers a Merry Christmas!!

I wonder if the PC Ein is trying to fix is ok now? The PC crashed and he can’t seem to run the Windows XP CD as some of the files in it are not working properly. And, i can’t find mine. We tried burning a copy at my place yesterday but it just wouldn’t burn as an .iso file! To make things worse, we ran out of CD’s and the CDRW’s that we used can be overwritten. Bad luck after bad luck. Sometimes i think karma really gets me good. Even when i think i’ve done nothing bad, karma still eats me. WTF Karma?! You really are a Karma Chameleon! Someone told me that if you believed in karma too much, you’ll end up with nothing. I guess it’s right. Well i’ll try not to think too much about this and i just should enjoy the cool breeze on my botak hair. Really nice i tell you, haven’t felt this cool breeze for way too long.

The only thing i guess i should concentrate now would be myself. Sometimes i don’t even know what kind of person i am. The most important thing is, what kind of person am i to others? Ever since my break up, i’ve been thinking too much about things that maybe i shouldn’t be concerned with. Im scared